My phone have been stolen

It happen on yesterday nite,tat day,after having dinner wif jess,we go to the midvalley together,as usual,we took bus till wangsa maju and go to the KL sentral,after we reach KL sentral,i didnt alert anything since i was a takative guy,non stop talking wif jess,bout phones,then,when both of us waiting for the ktm,my phone rang,is a msg from my sis asking me bout how to manage our home pc de hardisk,as usual,i reply her msg(if my sis wil sms me or call me,sure is important thing,tats y i took out my phone and read her msg),then both of us get into the cabin,tat time,i still non stopping and keep talking wif jess,when we reach the midvalley station,the door opened,and i step forward(as usual,i wil check my pocket see whether my purse and phone is safe),then, DOOM!!!!suddenly,i found tat my phone is missing and the door of the ktm is close,a knife is crush into my heart,sure die sure die tis time,sure my bro wil blame me,and i tell jess,jess though i joking wif him,then afterwards,he trust me,and my phone is rili being stolen,WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mood rili rili sad tat time,till like lazy wanna keep on my journey and go to fix my spec,i dun thk i will blame jess becoz it is rili an accident,becoz of the phone rang,and becoz of me,i go and see the msg,the thief has tick me,so,wat can do??

it follow me only 4 months,from july,and it dissapeared in juz a few second,kl is rili a dangerous place for me,i rili scared....wat can do???

i nid to study for my future,i nid to take care of my own,juz a little phone i oso cant even take care,how m i goin to take care another things??

i keep asking myself,insulting myself although my mum didnt even scold me and promise to buy me a new one,but,i still keep on blaming myself,just sad~~~

i thk i would like to buy nokia 6300,ince it is a cheaper phone and it worth,around RM7xx-RM8xx

i thk i nt suitable to use such a phone is too expensive,like N70 or even N73,i can afford both of them or even N95,but,since i nt trust myself,better use Nokia 3310 is suitable for me,haiz....

since the things oledi happen,wat i can blame??blame my luck is not gud??blame of my carelessness??or blame of my sis smsing me???

i m blurr,tired,and sad~~