change

my old phone,miss it a lot....
my new phone,N70


life is full of changes,like for example,i haf change my phone from NK7610 to NK N70,tis is a changes as well..

wat is change means to???there are 2 ways to determine wat is the meaning for 'change'...

in the positive way,it means growth,change means sumthing has been change veli fast sumtimes,depends on how a person want to judge on it,while in the negative ways,'change' means to sumone has been change into a bad behaviour,like for example,less talking,or dun wanted to start a conversation with one and another person,for me,'change' is the positive,it means when a person change,means a perosn has growth.when i was a childhood,i rili a sux person,untidy at all,looks like a beggar,but now,i have change myself a lot,like for example,i care wat a person thk of me,i care everything tat related to me,but,sumtimes,when u care sumthing too much,it haf affect u as well,like will hurt u,so,sum of the things,i choose to care,sum of the things,i choose not to care bout it,tis few days,i dunno y,feel veli strange of my feelings,juz strange,but then i oso dunno wat happen to me,maybe i haf change a lot,sumtimes,i thk i rili sry to ting yung,i noe,he rili treat me as his gud frends,maybe true frends,but then,i nw like a piece of shit,ppl treat me gud,but i dun treat ppl gud,feel uncomfortable,i was like a yacht in the middle of the sea,i dunno where is my direction,i dunno where i shud go,god,plezz help me,plez guide me where shud i go,since yesterday,i go out wif my bro to meet his frends,he is sabahan,same like me,a best frend of my bro,so we haf ltozz to talk,i more concentrate when he talk bout love and friendship,becoz last time i got face tis inda prob,so,he say he love a gurl,named rachel(rili leng lui one,but he oso handsome),then tat gurl wait her since i thk last year de october(i mean fall in love to him),then tat gurl wait till feb,but then my bro de frend,named bernard,he told us tat he eb like tat baru noe rachel fall in love on him,so,he oso like treat her more better lorr(like pang and szer li),then tat gurl like cry when bernard say he love her as well,so,tat gurl dun wanna choi bernard for almost 2 weeks i thk,then,coz of bernard is noe rachel from her mother,then tat auntie told bernard tat her daughter love him since oct but then bernard didnt feel it oni,then till feb,tat gurl duwan wait liao,then oni bernard noe the truth,so,bernard try to noe more bout rachel,and rachel duwan to choi him summore,pity bernard,last 2 month,they both quarrel,becoz tat gurl is veli sad liao,so,bernard didnt contact her till last 3 days i thk,tat gurl sms bernard to invite him to join his party,then bernard go to tat party,so,they nw normal oledi,but,can u gif me opinion,bernard is goin to work oversea next week,wat shud he do to chase tat gurl???bernard veli frend wif her parents one.