the real ho pui san tat i known during the christmas countdown....
the 1st pic i take wif siao ling,she looks like force to smile,sienzz....
yesterday,i feel tat he becum ok edy,becoz yesterday nite he did on9,we talk bout our friendship,and i ask him totell me wat haf happen between me and him,but then,he told me actually is becoz assigment and pui san,he told me he dun like to see p.s. anymore,so,like yesterday,he speak fu zhou to tuan wei,but then i noe wat he is talking bout,again,pui san lorr,he say ppl like those veli 38 de,he ask tuan wei dun bother pui san coz pui san chit chat wif lai san them,he told me,he tis few days nt rili in gud condition,coz of the assigment,but then,i hope tis is the answer i wan,if nt,i rili duno wat i gonna do.
yesterday,pui san ask me to'kao hou kuan tai'=make our relationship more better,i mean my relationship between me and shwu tyng them,but then,pui san,i oledi tell u wat,tis kinda frend,cant be my gud frend or even best frend,i too suffering wif them sumtimes,i cant be kam jia chuan in front of them,when i reach home,i feel too tired,u noe y,becoz home is the place like i goin bek to sabah,i not mean kl not gud,maybe is wat i go through,i mean friendship,nt rili nice to me,maybe i more suitable for those life tat veli slow de,maybe i selfish sumtimes,or even less chattin wif u,pui san,oni u and siao ling can say is my true friends,i dunno whether u both can treat me like ur friend,but juz wanna tell u both,u r my gud and best frend at kl,at kk,i gt lotz of tis kinda frend,when we serious,then serious lorr,when we play,we play together,i wan tis kinda life,not those i wan say sumthin,but then if say a bit,ppl say me 38 or wat.wat kinda life is tis???
i rili feel sad on kl life,although sumitmes i laught like hell,but maybe is juz oni tat 'MOMENTS' oni,i did told my brother ,but then,he ask me try to enjoy my college life,he say,tis is wat we cal kl life and oso college life,becoz in tis umur,sum of them chage attitude and their thinking,so,i juz thk maybe our thinking is more mature and more open minded,their thinking is like chilidren,nowadays,i treat them like children,then nothing will happen,when they laught,when i dun thk the joke is veli funny,then i juz laught,i sumtimes oso thk myself,am i kam jia chuan???
i owez control my attitude,hope i wun smash my relationship,stil gt half way to go,i thk pui san and siao ling will noe wat i feel lorr,hope our friendship wun end,siao ling and pui san,maybe sum of them owez say i dating wif u both,but then,for me,u both rili my best frend.
nw my feeling is gonna go to coll to check for the concrete test,gtg liao byebye
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3 comments:
Now, I only dare to trust u and Sherene.. u know sherene la.. always disappear de.. then u pulak always follow him around.. i also sienz with mei them.. He say he dun like to see me as if i like to see him meh... y dun ask him what he did to me first lor.. he duwan tuan wee 38 what he did to me izit.. dun like to see me means he admit liao he only play me lor.. say i 38 as if he's not 38 ! go to hell lar... what a pokai.. in my life, i nvr reli met such pokai be4.. especially now when most of my friend matured already, can say we all no longer care what argument we had last time lo.. he dun like to see me but i wanna appear infront of him more ah !! like how he appear infront of me when i'm deep down sad and none of them help me...
yeah!!!!pui san u muz jia you wortr,he nw at coll,but then i duwan at coll,notihng to say wif him summore,he nw wif fai at coll,haiz.....juz nw go workshop lerr.....tired lerr,nw bath edy then updaste blog lerr
sigh...y both of u so sad..sigh..
my college life also almost bad lik both of u merr...summor i feel im such a alone freak at college..but let time pass ba..
u cant let al those ppl to lik u evrytime..u oso cant change ppl o change anyth..so suan le ba..hahaa..gosh..nv noe u two trust me..sigh..im a failur in frenship..but..i treat u both as gd frenz too..=) chill..
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